Bullshit.

What the fuck is this fucking crap of a crap!?

So I got good grades when the first POA teacher was teaching me.

So I got fucking fucked up grades when the fucking second teacher came. And no, I can't fucking understand a fucking word she is fucking saying and I failed my fucking tests.

Yes, study on my own. It's just a few fucking months into the first fucking year I am studying for the fucking subject. How the fuck am I supposed to fucking study on my fucking self without a firm hold of the fucking basics of the fucking subject?

No one is fucking blaming the fucking fucked up teacher. My parents say I cannot blame the fucking fucked up teacher. I respect them. I don't blame her. I blame myself.

Then this fucking year, the fucking second month, I can't fucking catch up with the subject, I fucking gave up. Hope is lost.

No. The current teacher called my parents and talked to them. Yes. They are now asking what am I planning to do if I drop the fucking fucked up subject.

No. They are also rubbing it in. The fact that I fucking got transferred to a fucking normal academic class.

Wonderful form teacher I had in Secondary 2. One who looks at people with her fucking filthy nostrils.

Wonderful principal who doesn't give a fucking pint of a trust to her students. All she does is listen to her teachers like a fucking dumbfuck. Turning down my appeal just like that.

It's just dropping one fucking subject where I don't stand a fucking ghost of a fucking chance to fucking pass. And he says it to my parents like it's the fucking end of the fucking world.

And now my mother is giving me the fucking fucked up "I look down on you" look. Yea I feel fucking great.

I don't fucking know how the fucking hell my parents get the idea that if I drop POA I am fucking left with 4 fucking subjects. I don't fucking get it. What did he fucking say? POA is my fucking 6th subject. Bullshit.

So they assumed that I am going to ITE last year. Seems like it's the same this year. Am I that useless in their eyes?

The end is nigh.


Pfft.