What the...I don't even...

So I temporarily lost the ability to produce music on my piano. I can't read piano scores, nor am I able to press the right keys.

And I need some stuff right now, a new wallet, a new phone and a new watch. Yeah.


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Well, since Sly and I are the Bestest Friendly, his posts are my posts, and my posts are my posts.



Hating for the sake of hating.

Have you guys ever done that before? That you just started hating someone extemporaneously?

It's funny how human's hatred work.

You can be really good friends with somebody, enjoy what they say, laugh at all their jokes and find their company really assuring. Then you had a small quarrel with him or her, and everything seems to work in the wrong way. Their voice irritates you. All their jokes turn plain irritating and their mere existance is annoying the bloody fuck out of you.

Personally, I call this 'snowballing'. It's just something small, but then you started picking on everything else they do until the point you find that the person was born just for the sake of murdering you mentally.

Around that time, you realize even with the most sincere apology, you may only return to the state where both are neutral ... and not to mention awkward. ( Even though you two might be the best of friends that got each other's back before. )

The sad part of the story? Well, that's being the ceasing or failing to remember all those good deeds they have done to you.

Something small like buying a drink for you, saving a spot for you at the canteen, those confabulations you have with them when you are just feeling so emotional, fed up or plain sad.
The advice they had given, the fact that they stand beside you until your breakdown is over. Even if they haven't done a great deal, I believe even a simple 'cheer up, pal' is what we call 'care and concern'.

But ALL of those can be scratch off for something little to minor. And at the worst situations, you have misunderstood your friend in one way or the other, triggering a series of events and finally incurring your abhorrence ... to the point that even when you realize you have misunderstood them in that particular incident, your abhorrence for that certain person have already branch onto several other little things that you use to enjoy.

What I am trying to say is, sometimes, it's better to listen to two sides of the story, evaluate and then derive at a conclusion on your own. Don't just listen to what others feed you. Even if the actions were done to you by the friend themselves, is there really NO REASON for it?( There must be one, right? Find it, why don't you? ) I have seen friends hating against each other due to casual remarks, baseless assumptions or just dumb rumors coming from OTHER people's baseless assumptions.

But then again, too many people believe in themselves too much. When they pass on judgement to that particular person, they are prone to believe they are correct. After all who thinks they are wrong in this game of life?

So people, if you realize you have met up with some of these problems, please go ahead and ask them what's wrong. You'll realize that it isn't always what you think. If you find it awkward and embarassing to ask, then attempt to remember all the good things they have once done to you. Every single little thing.

Is the rumors you heard true? Do you know the person as what the rumors described?
Was it really that bad that all the care and concern the person once showed to you must be scratched off?
Would it still be too difficult to forgive?

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People who think too highly of themselves. I do not like.

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PS: You people must be really surprised that I came up with such a long post. Hur hur hur